I'll be leaving for Montenegro in like five days. Having fun and all that good stuff. Hopefully I lose some weight and better myself mentally for the future.
While I'm sitting down here at my home feeling a bit lazy I can only begin to imagine what Peter C. must have been doing with America's best. He's a really nice guy even though I only talked to him on a few bus rides and random places like that. I would even go and say that he's my hero. I actually wish sometimes I understood everything I did now and was in West Point with him learning to be tomorrow's leaders. But, everyone wants to be something they're not. It's true and depressing a bit, but that doesn't mean it's impossible. I wish I was smarter, well known and well respected. I guess it's still possible, but nothing would motivate me more than the simple force of competition, which I personally love.
Well, if I can't be what I wanted to be hopefully my children can. I've taken Psychology so I know the effects of making a "perfect" child. I want to give my child all the oppurtunities he/she can possibly get. From there, it's their choice. That right there is the road to being known as "the greatest dad."
This sounds nice and all, but I'm probably way too shy and pathetic to get past the first step: getting a girlfriend. I can imagine myself as "that guy" in the movies. But I'm far from it. "That girl" still has me since, "You know, the thing that makes a fantasy great is the possibility that it might come true." I think it might be because of her I've decided there's no such thing as true love. It's all hormonal and primitive. Just look at modern American inner city culture.
Be back soon, I hope. Allah imanet.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
de Menezes
http://breakingnews.iol.ie/news/story.asp?j=189326608&p=y893z73y4
Cops in London gun a man down and shoot him, what was it, eleven times? And they get away with it! "Unbelievable," is an understatement. God damnit, fuck these government crooks.
"The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is it’s natural manure." Refresh we must. But we're most likely too scared and won't. This one world order shit is making too much sense, I'm really hoping there isn't one and everyone was wrong all along. Sigh.
Cops in London gun a man down and shoot him, what was it, eleven times? And they get away with it! "Unbelievable," is an understatement. God damnit, fuck these government crooks.
"The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is it’s natural manure." Refresh we must. But we're most likely too scared and won't. This one world order shit is making too much sense, I'm really hoping there isn't one and everyone was wrong all along. Sigh.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Marriage(the other kind)
We hold these truths to be self–evident,
That all men are created equal,
That they are endowed by their Creator
with certain unalienable Rights,
That among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.–
That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men,
Deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed.
Here's one argument for gay marriage, although I'm not one. It's an unalienable right. Which "right," you ask? If you understand the Bill of Rights and the Ninth Amendment you can say the pursuit of happiness is a right. Banning an action such as gambling, gay marriage, and other kinds of activities some humans enjoy in their "pursuit" of happiness is simply unconstitutional. The document the United States of America uses to define itself from others is the Constitution, not the Bible. Also, honestly, how can two guys you might never see or know affect these people so much? I thought the Bible tried to teach us that we should love people for who they are. Oh well. This post is just a thought.