Back with fact

Wow, It's already May 7th. I'm finally finished with my AP and SAT exams and I don't know what to do with myself. My life feels complete I mean, your whole life people have been telling you, "Do well on those SATs kids" all the time. My whole life leads up to this landmark point, now that I'm done with it and it feels like there's nothing else to do. I only hope I did well in it, I think I owned the math section, but don't think the verbal was good. Now it's about 4:30 on a saturday... I should be out or something, staying inside too long is a really bad experience. I want to drive, see the world, meet new people, do whatever I want. Freedom is good.

Now, back to the "homosexual gene", even though I am muslim it's hard to believe there may very well be one. So what I want to say is that this world is a test as we all know, we have overwhelming evidence that a God does exist and because of that, I'm more likely to follow what He says. Now, as we all know there are alcoholism genes as well, even if the Qu'ran forbids drinking, the genes are there; now maybe as well a gay gene may be found, whatever the case. You have to understand this world is a test. Even if there are genes, some things canbe controlled. This is the case with alcoholism and homosexuality and whatever else influences personality. We can change those and choose what we want, that's very true. If you're gay you could have sex women too, it's not like your banned from them! So, this is how I feel. There has to be a God, the evidence is there use your eyes, this world is too perfect to be created by chance. I deny darwinism on that fact, this world's perfection gleaming everywhere straight down to the smallest units, atoms and cells. Human personality may not be perfect, but it's part of the test. So think about it, there's so much evidence. The perfect ratio's of gasses in the air, perfect orbit around the sun(if we were any closer we would fry; any further and we'd freeze), the perfection in animals themselves(some butterflies look almost exactly like a leaf, straight down to the vessels, how can you argue with that?!), water freezes from the top down not bottom up like every other liquid(to support life, for a reason!), Just even look at ourselves! How could "chance" be so great to create our brains when we can't even understand how they work yet with all of our technology/power? It had to be created! How about our eyes? They can only function as a whole, not in parts, if the eye doesn't lubricate itself with tears it will eventually go blind. Think about that, evolution takes millions of years, an eye going blind because of no-tears is maybe a few days or few weeks. So every part had to be created all in one shot because it's impossible for the eye to work without its subsystems. What about our immune system as well? Without it we'd be dead in a short amount of time, evolution takes it's millions of years, there's no way we could stay alive for that to happen! What about our heart and lungs? The heart cannot survive for more than a minute without the lungs, you think it could happen in a million years? Every new species, or disease we find is created. What do you think about the new strain of AIDS, "super aids" , which is immune to almost all drugs. It's for a reason: Stop having gay sex. New animals? What about the Tick? Lyme's was discovered not too long ago, and I know myself how annoying those little things can be, it's unbelievable. It's like you can't camp out anymore or you'll get one.

This is only a small list of things that show how perfect everything is. There's so much more evidence, look around. Have you ever wondered how beavers were such great engineers? Guess who taught them. Some termites as well show how this teaching is especially true. The first part of this "amazingness" is that these special termite's are BLIND, however, they manage to build mini-skyscrapers with amazing design: Special chambers for the young, fungus production fields and the queen's chamber are only a few of the sections in a termite nest. More importantly, there is a special ventilation system. They need this humid air because their skin is very thin. Without proper regulation, these termites would die. But how could blind termites know these kinds of things? Where to place the vents, or chambers? They can't see anything, how? You see? It all makes sense, even if you try to hide from it the truth is there. I was an atheist too like some of you, and being one is very ignorant. But I know why I was an atheist now, I had no proof, probably went to the wrong websites where others used their own propaganda to support it. I'm pretty damn lucky to figure this all out and now as the sun shines down into my room I think: "it all makes sense." Just like the idea that we as humans are all equal under God, there is no heirarchy like in the Catholic church, which has been changed enough times by humans and not really, I believe, a "valid" religion. I mean it's just because it's been fiddled with so much by men but, as long as you are monotheistic, you should be able to get into heaven, no gurantee's though. That depends on how you act and what your beliefs are in this wonderful "exam" of ours.

So even if you think you are gay, an alcoholic, or whatever you can change and you probably should change routes and follow the right path. Be it Islam, Judaism, Christianity, or whatever form of monotheism. Just be sure you have the evidence to back yourself up, as I have, and keep learning and going the right way. Well it's been fun, I'm going to read soon and research more.

"In the long run, evil in the extreme will be the end of those who do evil. For that they rejected the signs of Allah and held them up to ridicule." (Qur'an, 30:10)