Laziness and me.

It's been a while yet again. I don't think it's laziness that prevents me from writing, but just not forming a good habit to do so. That's one of my problems :|. Nothing to do about it except stop talking about doing it and finish it. Laziness really, sucks. My brain is weirder than it used to be, I study as much as I used to do last year. When you think about it, there's no point to laziness. It's stupid, but interestingly increasing among the population. I'll bet you a lot of people think twice before doing things like: Is it worth walking 10 feet to my table to pick up a book and read? Most people would say no. I'd really like to do things like find a bunch of books to read and learn from. Actually, I've been trying for a while. The only thing I managed to read was On the Duty of Civil Disobedience by Henry David Thoreau. The language on that was pretty tough, you can say that. It really doesn't matter as long as I get the idea. I just really want to read a lot more, educate myself, or something.
This world is losing many scholars, and thanks to the laziness, less people want to be scholars. This will create a huge increase in ignorance and personally, that really sucks. The last thing I'd want being a muslim is to be called an Arab, towel-head, or anything dumb just because of what I believe in, not where I'm from. You can see it in my face, honestly, where does that come from? Ignorance, no respect, not caring at all, etc. I mean in my position I should just say I'm an Albanian Catholic or something to fit in, but that's not the truth. Some people need to understand, but they won't and don't want to. Even I am not very sure about things too like, my religion. Sometimes people ask me questions and I don't have the answer. I'd like to come up and shrewdly respond in some way or just plainly know the answer. A lot of bad writing definitely has come from the use of the internet. That's the truth, no average kid writes to other friends in IM's and things in proper English. They think since it's not a school, they can do what they like. That's true, but it would be a lot better for yourself and others, me included, to write properly.
These idea's I've written can sure be used by anyone else for their own writing if they wish, nothing is copywritten, as long as you mention my name so I feel special.
Today I completed my math and history exams. Not bad. I have to study for Chemistry and the rest so I'll hopefully write something tomorrow or definitely by Thursday. Peaceeee out.