On L.

I've been reading a lot about Evolution vs. Creation and it's VERY fascinating. Although I am a creationist, I do read both sides with an open mind and try to give both respect. Through experience in the topic the only thing that could ever change me is the presence of "missing links" even though no one has found any yet. If evolution is such a rational and right explanation, don't you think there would be more evidence and less observations? We've done SO much excavating and with that we should have found things like half-bats or other links, but we haven't found anything at all. After seeing things like fossils of ants who haven't evolved for the past 100 million years or dragonflies for the past 135 million I can only conclude it can't be real. Until there is hard evidence and not, "It makes sense because everyone says so" I can't believe it. I guess if we haven't found it yet the chance of finding missing links in the future would be impossible. Well anyways, enough talk about evolution/creation. I've got more to talk about now below.

Since this is a new idea I've been developing I warn you this won't be well structured so give me advice.
Well, after hearing a few things about some people and unused advice from some other people I'm starting to doubt if there is true love. What do I mean? It's pretty deep, but it's an interesting thought. Having to choose between contradictory beliefs, I find myself doubting if love is actually that great a thing. Love is a strong feeling with additional hormones to emphasize the feelings. There can't be such a thing as true love with another human being (but I do believe in true love with the higher being). Since there's only one God(assuming you believe what I do), and He has infinite power you can love him through fear, gratefulness, or both. With humans it's different.

One piece of food for though is even if you're in love with one person, you can fall in love with another or many others. It's known that the hormones of love fade away after about 3 years with the partner because you know them personally and not as the sexy counterpoint you didn't know. After those three years, it's all up to your mind and your sense of loyalty to stay with that person. Assuming true love is with one person: Loyalty and true love go hand in hand, without one you can't have the other. There can't be a destined relationship between two people, the couple is only together because they both are extremely loyal(or one is materialistic.)

The advice I get from close adults is interesting, they say have as much fun as you can with as many girls as you can before you marry. But another friends word is, "In the end you'll be a lot happier if you are a virgin and marry a virgin. These people who go around today screwing all in sight won't be happy at all. It's better for you." Using these two opinions I tried inventing what I'm writing about now, but I'm not so sure that it's going to work out the right way. Will I actually be happier with opinion one or two? How do I know for sure if I can't do one over the other? Some people talk about "onegina" and how marriage is a terrible bond, why? According to the masses, polyamorous relationships rules while monoamorous may be more boring. I also ask, when has the public ever been right? Right now, my decision is monoamorous because I feel like I'll live life with a storybook ending even though my first attempt was so stupid and pathetic I don't even want to talk about it. The only deciding factors on choosing between the two is: "Is it really that good?" and "What does Religion say?". From what I've heard, some people say it's not that great while others say it's fantastic. Is it really that good or are you so sex-crazed that even your brain has become a sperm-manufacturing facility? What does Religion say? Well I already know. I don't really care about how good it is anyways, what's the point of doing it so much to make yourself happy if it's not that amazing. If it is amazing, I guess that whole situation explains itself. Life is short so I suppose doing whatever you want with one person you trust and know is a much better feeling in your heart, mind, and soul than it would be with a bunch of "towels." So about this whole true love thing, don't use the heart only because the heart is much more prone to mistakes than your driving force: the mind. Use both and choose wisely. If you can keep yourself loyal with one person and have as much fun with a special other that's better than any storybook ending because it's real. Purity is a rare find to come across these days, when I or anyone else finds it I hope for only the best. I talk about love like I'm actually going to fall for it. I'm like Nikola Tesla in a way, even though he was a virgin his whole life I feel like I might be too because I can care less. Wow, I just found out Tesla also read a book I loved and memorized it, "At that age [24], I knew entire books by heart, word for word. One of these was Goethe's Faust." Wow, word for word... That's something you think humans can't do, but damn I can't believe he loved that book as much as me. What can I say? Great minds think alike. Well, anyways I feel really inspired to read so I might as well do that before my little inspiration timer runs out. Bye