Saturday, March 12, 2005

No regrets.

Damn this sucks, I haven't seen her since February 12th. It's like God's message to me to go get my license. I'll see her soon, maybe tomorrow if I'm lucky, or not. These situations are like always against me, I don't know why. I would like my license, but my Mom is scared as hell to drive with me. She drives crazier than me and thinks I'm crazy? I don't know what her deal is. It must be cool though just to drive around by yourself like, "Yeah, I'm the man." Or go to places when your parents couldn't bring you, that's probably the only reason I want mine. Since February 12th, wow... That's too long, way too long. Maybe if my dad goes somewhere there to like my uncles house, I can run to the high school and she's near there. Or even drops me off at the high school, brilliant idea :O I really want to surprise her at her doorstep. All I have to do is follow my heart and who knows what may happen. I did it before on February 12th and it's probably become the happiest day of my life. There is hope. I should get her something, but don't know what. I think I'll just write something to her when I show up. I'll think of something now. Maybe just a simple I love you in big words with or without a picture. I think the whole plan is genius, there's just one problem. I don't know if she'll be home.

Let me think about what to write. On my own ;) Maybe I'll post it on next time.

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